Sushant Chaudhary’s World

I received an email today that asked, which are the most beautiful words you would like to list. I made an attempt. Each word has a great meaning and has a greater impact on me. I have made to specify importance of each one in my life.

So where to start with the most important word in my life:

1. Mother:

A word more than a word, with which all things starts for all of us. Mother the sole to get you to world we live in. Many people say the first word that comes from mouth is (Maa) Mother. Well that word indeed the top most spot in the beautiful words in Life.

2. Passion:

A powerful emotion, such as love, joy, hatred, or anger. If had to say it would be Boundless enthusiasm, never ending desire. The sufferings of Jesus in the period following the Last Supper and including the Crucifixion, is also a passion in itself. It gives many things that lead our life to totality.

3. Smile:

Smile Smile well it just reminded ma a very old song where Jagdeep was involved. The only lines that suits of the song is
"Lakh dukh ki yehi dawa hai
Kyun na aazmaye,
kahe ghabhrai kahe ghabhrai.
kyun na muskuraye, kyun na muskuraye."
And indeed it is a magic therapy, to know its effects, ask utterly tired and frustrated person after returning from work. He sees a smile face for kid, and bang there goes out everything.

4. Love:

A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection. Yes, that what we know as love. For the most of us love, is to like a person for a specific reason or no reason. You will always find it people saying,” I love Him because…” and on…

When asked about it I just reminds me of a forward of an email, where the meaning of love is described. The e-mail that is shown as a female keeps on arguing, saying what is being in love, and comparison id for all the materialistic and artificial beauty that she possessed. And she keeps on asking some questions:  Do you love me for my deep blue eyes? The email is long enough as female’s doubts list. Where answer is for each is given as “No” by her better half. Then right in End it is shown that females has meet with a near to fate accident, and is in critical condition. The photo just made us aware that she has lost her all the things which she thought were the reason for her partner to love her. At the very movement, the partner says, even after you lost all the things you said were the reason for our love, I am next to you holding your hand. This is Love.

And remaining words are shaping up… in coming posts

Thoughts Bliss, Blossom, Blue, Cherish, Cozy, Cute, Destiny, Enthusiasm, Eternity, Extravaganza, Fantastic, Freedom, friendship, Gorgeous, Grace, Hilarious, Hope, if, Liberty, Love, Lullaby, Moment, Mother, Passion, Peace, Rainbow, Renaissance, Sentiment, Serendipity, Smile, Sunshine, Sweetheart, Tranquility, Twinkle, Wate

I was on way back home. Cell phone beeped. I read message.

You are just the same.. Seemed like going back in time.

I called her up and we talked. She ended up a conversation saying, “I will definitely call you up tomorrow, now bye”. Only for me to realize it’s late. And we already had talked a lot. I still had time to reach home. I was trying to recollect what all we had talked that evening.

It was just 5 pm on a very busy Monday, where we had started chatting. In no time we had exchanged our numbers, and inquired about our office timings. Not just the time matched, we even said we can meet the same evening itself. Plans were on run, and finalized to meet. As usual, I was there complete 30 minutes before time.

I was thinking of many things. I haven’t seen her for last 11 years now. Is she the same when we shared same class room floor. Many thoughts ran into. Ultimately I decided, I am meeting her after a long time, gift her something that would remind her of our days in school. I walked in Reynolds store. Store had excellent and vast collection of pens. One that caught my eye was “Laser tip”. It costs the same even today Rs. 6/-. But it was simple expensive ball point pen at our school times. I bought couple of them and wrapped in together as gift.

Her first sight after 11 years, and not changed a bit. A same school mate of mine. A broad and warm smile on her face said “Welcome”. “A perfect reminder”, was her reaction, opening a gift. We got seated in CCD for a Cup of coffee, and were there for more than hour. Time just flew bye, and we had 11 years to discuss. We were talking, talking and talking. Talks kept on changing tracks, from school days, to current singles and married ones. Positions and organizations, each one worked. Sooner we started tracing down, each one from our class based on roll call. We also discussed our recent meetings and sightings of our schoolmates. Not all of them were good. Actually most of them were not. Before I forget, we did have a talk of about our teachers and already started missing them. Good or bad, whatever it had been, school days still seemed to be part of life.

We had not even started chatting couple of hours back, right now were table across each other. Sipping coffee and sharing our life with each other. Things which right from school days where were and are still confidential and laughing at it.

Just then I realized there is a change in a way we are talking. We were talking in English a language which we hated to speak in school. Her sentences were well crafted, each sentence was just perfect. While I was literally struggling to express how I felt. We did talk a lot, but for me her eyes just talked lot more than we did.

We were happy to see each other. I replied back to Her SMS “I am Happy to see you. Be the same as always. I will miss your smile, till we meet again”.

Thoughts, general friend, friendship, school, school days, Smile

Face that reminds me of my friend

Agar Main Kahoon, Ye Chehra Hai

Toh sabhi haan kahenge…

Agar mein kahon, is chehre mein kisi ki yaad chupi hai..

Toh Kya Kahonge…

    Yes looks of this great star in this song, reminds of my friend (atleast i call her my friend, we never had any major friendly talk between us till date). I am sure she must have lost my name in the crowd, Now that we had not conversation over few years for now. When we cross roads she seldom (should i say never) recognizes me. Now that we are miles apart this also . . .

    Couple of weeks back, I was chatting to our common friend. Just casual talk and her name popped out all of sudden. And at the very same moment the local radio station played this song:

Agar Main Kahoon, Mujhe Tumse Mohabbat Hai
Meri Bas Yahi Chahat Hai, To Kya Kahogi
Main Tumse Kahongi
Is Baat Ko Agar Tum, Zara Aur Saja Ke Kahte
Zara Ghuma Phira Ke Kahte To Achcha Hota
.
Mere Dil Ka Hai Ye Kahna, Hamko Hai Saath Mein Rahna
Ye Donon Ke Dil Mein Hai Na, To Phir Kyun Kahna
Agar Main Kahoon

Bang! as the time when my thoughts took a dive! here is its account:

The charming weirdy look.

    At first when i saw this song playing on Television, I just thought she would be inspiration for Priety to go for the same in this movie. Lakshya movies first half of college life describes the college life. And believe me both characters have got looks just perfect for it. Just to tell you both the charming girls have half of their letters in name common.

My Belief

    I always believed that, childs heart always have their bonds of friendship and go forever. It will never forget a person seen once, talked with, played with, and yes definitely one you missed waiting for to play. It worked for me. It happened with me for many of my friends. We are still together. We meet, we chat as well as we celebrate.. But when it comes to this friend of mine, it just didn’t work.

My Friends if you read it. lets talk!!

Our friends, if you read it please inform her!

Agar Main Kahoon, Ye Chehra Hai
Ab Kabhi mujhe dekh nahi muskurayega..
To Kya Kahoge…

Thoughts Agar Main Kahoon, childhood, friendship, my friend, priety, Ye Chehra Hai